29 April, 2007
· Filed under Teaching, church, speaking, worship
“It looks like you’re killing me, but you’re saving my life.” –Derek Webb
A long time ago, a group of worshippers gathered together to call out to God. They admitted that they had chosen something other than God and they asked for forgiveness. Alongside of confession, the people fasted. The idols they had created were torn down, and they returned to their loving Father.
While this was going on, their enemies heard what they were doing, and made a move to wipe them out once and for all. As they prepared to battle what would be an easy kill, the situation would have looked utterly hopeless to an outsider. An army is pursuing a collection of people who were more interested in prayer than defending themselves. What hope could this group of worshippers have?
Moments passed, and the slaughter seemed imminent. And suddenly, God responds. His thunder sounds, and the army that was so sure of victory is thrown into confusion. The confusion is so severe that the worshippers are able to soundly defeat their would-be attackers. When the battle is over, the leader of the worshippers prepares a reminder of the event. A rock…a stone of help…an ebenezer is placed at the site of the salvation.
While this story of salvation may be unique to the Israelites, as followers of Christ we should all have a story to tell. A story of worship saving our lives. What seems like foolishness is the exact thing that saves us. What triggers these memories for you? A song? A picture? What is your ebenezer…your reminder?
28 April, 2007
· Filed under church
4 Hours of Sleep is not a strange thing anymore. There is always that chance that either Caedmon or Emma will freak out during the night. Rarely is this lack of sleep self imposed. However…
Middle School DNow is upon me.
We laser tagged, bowled, and Taco Cabana-d it up last night until the wee hours of the morning. And I’m exauhsted.
26 April, 2007
· Filed under Uncategorized
Middle School Disciple Now is t-minus 32 hours away. No matter how many events, I get ready for, there is always some sense of anticipation and excitment coupled with an unnerving feeling of dread. I have been the person of utmost responsibility for over 7 weeks of youth camp for up to 650 students each week, at least 6 different pre-teen camps, various other retreats and trips for campers and camp employees. I have been directly involved in another 5 years worth of camps and retreats and single day events for all manner of groups. But despite all of this previous experience, the sense of dread stays with me. It will never go away.
I think in some respects, it’s helpful to always feel a little worried. It keeps me sharp and thinking ahead to what other things need to happen. But mostly I think I am scared that somehow or another the weekend is going to prove my worth (or lack thereof) as a human being. I have yet to break from the cycle of feeling that I am only worth something when I perform well. I cannot get my head around the fact that whether or not this weekend is amazing has nothing to do with who I am as a person.
But I know that I am wrong. Scripture affirms that I am worth something to God simply because I exist. He loves me right now as I am sitting here typing, and He loves me when I am asleep, and He loves me when I am failing miserably at trying to communicate the truth of the Gospel. He simply loves me. Well, not just me. He simply loves you too. Just because. You don’t have to earn His love. You can’t lose His love. It will never go away.
24 April, 2007
· Filed under worship
I have had a re-connection with my life in high school over the past two weeks. It all started when I found “The Ringing Bell,” Derek Webb’s new album. I pre-ordered it, downloaded it, and have listened to it over and over. Listening to The Ringing Bell reminded me of how much I loved I See Things Upside Down which reminded me of how much I used to love Derek’s old band, Caedmon’s Call. Caedmon’s Call plus Dave Matthews equals the reason I learned to play guitar. As fate would have it, I found a concert video from December 1999 (the middle of my senior year). It’s fun to watch what people wore just 8 short years ago. Baggy sweaters and cargo pants ruled the day.
I say all of this because it is a perfect example of what I’ve been learning lately. Since I am in the middle of a worship series with the students, I have been reading about worship and listening to people talk about worship. I read something the other day, but I didn’t really read it if you know what I mean. I saw the words, but I didn’t digest them. Louie Giglio says that you become whatever you worship. Whatever you value and prize will determine how you spend your time and where your focus is. If you worship something, you become it.
As sad as it may be, on some level I used to worship Derek Webb. I wanted to play a Martin guitar like him, and get a tattoo on my left forearm like him, and wear baggy sweaters like him. I learned how to play almost every song that he had written. While I was watching the concert from my senior year, I was reminded of how much my life was trying to dictate Derek’s. What a waste! Not because he isn’t talented and a great musician, but what a waste because of how much time I spent trying to be something I’m not supposed to be nor ever will be. An author, maybe C.S. Lewis, talks about becoming something at every moment. Right now we are all becoming something.
The question is: What am I becoming? What am I worshipping right now?
23 April, 2007
· Filed under family
Today my lovely wife turns 25. On a related note, Caedmon turns 2 months. If you reside anywhere in the Athens area, come to the house tonite at 6:30 for fajitas and 24. If you don’t like fajitas, or if you’re a vegetarian, we will have some other food options. If you don’t like 24, well then you should question whether or not you really bleed red, white, and blue like all good Americans should.
The picture above is almost a year old, and is absolute proof that while I believe in my heart that I can move like Michael Jackson, in reality I dance like Peter Boyle in Young Frankenstein. Why am I holding her forearm? It looks like she’s trying to run away as I pull her back to my cave in the woods. Anyway…Happy Birthday Babe!
22 April, 2007
· Filed under Teaching, church, speaking, worship
This morning we sang “Heart of Worship” in church. I’ve sung that song a hundred times at least, and I’ve even led other people in singing. I usually always tune in to the line “It’s all about you Jesus” as a reminder of what my attitude should be in any act of worship, but today something new caught my ear. Just after that line, the song says “I’m sorry Lord for the things I’ve made it.” Total God moment since we are talking about transforming worship into other things tonight.
In Matthew 4, Jesus is tempted to turn stones into bread. At first glance, that doesn’t seem like much of a temptation. If Jesus is hungry (which he probably was) and he could turn stones to bread (which he probably could), then why not turn a rock into a nice croissant? I always figured that the temptation was about breaking his fast before he wanted to…in other words he was being tempted to eat too soon. I never thought it could be something else, until I read “In The Name of Jesus” by Henri Nouwen. Nouwen says that the temptation wasn’t really about eating; he says that this was a temptation to be relevant. To do what made sense at that moment. To be useful. Jesus had to decide if he was going to be a person who found worth in his problem-solving abilities or if he would simply just be a hungry person in the desert. A hungry person who didn’t solve the problem, who didn’t come through, who didn’t deliver.
I say that we are tempted to transform every time we choose to worship. We are tempted to ask for relevant worship; we are tempted to want worship that makes sense to us and worship that we like. After all, if we like country music, why shouldn’t the worship music sound more like Keith Urban? Or if we like Coldplay, shouldn’t the worship band play something that resembles Clocks? Relevant music is an illustration of our limited hold on what worship is. It’s music to us…it’s a piece of a service on Sunday morning. But read on in Matthew 4 because the devil is about to clue us in.
In verse 9, the tempter promises Jesus everything if he will just “bow down” and worship him. He doesn’t ask for Jesus to sing him a song in a style he likes. He doesn’t say that he needs him to show up at church twice a week. He asks Jesus to assume a posture…he asks Him to bow down. What do you bow down for? Probably nothing. The last time I bowed, I think I was pretending to be in All Valley Karate Tournament facing some goon from the Cobra Kai dojo. We don’t bow, and yet that’s the literal meaning of the greek word “to worship.”
You see, we have bought into the temptation. We have become relevant. We have turned stones to bread…we have made worship something else. When you bow, you really give the other person all of the power. You can’t see what’s going on, and your whole being says that you are not the object of focus. And that sounds like a good beginning to a working definition of worship. We don’t need to be concerned with what’s going on around us because we aren’t the object of focus.
May we think less about music and style and our own enjoyment and more about how we can put our focus on the One who is worthy of all worship.
22 April, 2007
· Filed under internet
Google Maps may be the most fun time-waster I’ve ever found. I have always loved figuring out how far it is from my house to different places (I’m kind of a map-geek), and I also love to look at the Satellite photos of different places. Here are two new fun things to do with Google Maps.
1) Go to the Get Directions Tab and type in New York as your original location and Paris as your destination. Scroll down to direction number 23. (first seen on Bill Simmon’s Page)
2) Go to find businesses, and find any restaurant, store, dry cleaner, cobbler, haberdashery, or other business that you want. When you find said business, there will be a link that says call. Click that, and you will be prompted for your phone number. Google will call you, and then connect you to the business. It’s amazing. (I think you could put in someone else’s phone number, and then Google would call them and connect them with the business. It could be like an intervention. I could put my brother’s phone number in and then connect him with an going-bald-early support group.)
20 April, 2007
· Filed under movies
Erin and I jumped on a free trial of Netflix last week. Well, that’s not entirely correct, I said, “Hey let’s try out Netflix.” Erin mumbled something like “unneccessary” or “silly” or “we’ve got plenty of movies here, why do we need more”…I’m not sure.
Anyway, I was curious how long it takes between when they send the movie, and when it arrives. With blockbuster, it took 2 days to receive the movie, and with Netflix back at Zephyr, it took 2 days. Here in Athens, it only takes 1 solitary, single day. Because of the quick turnaround, Erin and I have watched a bunch of movies in the past few days.
“Blood Diamond” - I don’t know if Leo has ever done a better acting job. It never feels like he, or anyone else, is overacting. The movie is good in the same way that “Constant Gardner” is good. You need to see it, but it’s not easy to watch.
“Marie Antoinette” - Not sure what I was expecting with this one. Kyle said he thought it was an indictment of the Paris Hilton-esque lifestyle, and I can see that. It’s really just a poorly executed film, in my opinion. Good costumes, and good locations. But it doesn’t really let you in on the life of the characters. They seemed very wooden.
“Jesus Camp” - Mark Cuban’s company produced this documentary about a fundamentalist camp for children in North Dakota. It’s amazing to hear how much war/soldier rhetoric is used to manipulate the kids. Coming from a camp background, it was creepy to remember all of the times that I saw stuff like this happen. Maybe things weren’t quite this crazy, but there were still some eerie memories.
Movies On Deck: “Flags of Our Fathers” and “The Good Shepherd”
The free trial ends in 6 days so we’ve got some watching to do this weekend.
15 April, 2007
· Filed under sports, spurs
Tim Duncan was just ejected from the Spurs-Mavs game for laughing on the sideline. Joey Crawford called on foul on Fabricio Oberto, and Duncan, who was on the bench, laughed at the call. He said nothing. That was worth a second technical foul, equalling an automatic ejection?!?!
Are we serious? I know that Mark Cuban tries to play up this rivalry, and Duncan can whine sometimes, but is this what the NBA wants? Superstars being dismissed from playing because they are laughing? Let’s get real. This game has little significance, but I think this is a poor statement about the officiating in the league.
You say I’m a hater, I say I’m a voice crying in the wilderness.
15 April, 2007
· Filed under Teaching, church, speaking, worship
Tomorrow we begin a new series with the students centered around worship. We will look at different biblical stories together on Sunday nights as well as expieriment with forms of worship (singing, prayer, journaling, etc). On Wednesdays, we will be watching a DVD series by Louie Giglio, Worship: That Thing We Do and discussing it in small groups. While all of this is going on, the students will have the opportunity to participate in a 30 Day Expieriment that consists of reading a Psalm each day and then journalling their response.
I feel that misunderstandings and the fear of asking questions have led to a diminished ability to worship. Worshipping really isn’t that hard…in fact it’s the most normal part of our life. Anytime we have something that we love, we worship it. From HDTV’s to the California Club at Jason’s Deli, we all have things that we worship naturally. The trick is centering our worship on the Creator of everything else that competes for time in our lives.
Think about most of the ways that we worship God: we gather with other people in a large room, stand up, sing together, listen to someone speak, and then we go home, finished with our worship time. We go home to normal life. The whole experience seems to be de-void of something…most notably de-void of God’s presence. How much easier it was for Jews thousands of years ago. You see, they knew that God was with them. When they entered the tabernacle, or later the Temple, they knew that God lived there. He said so. The Jews saw it happen. (start with Exodus 40:34) There was this great building made of stone that housed the object of their worship.
Things are different today. God lives everywhere. God lives in us (1 Corinthians 3:16 & 17). How do you visualize that? God lives in us…do we sing toward our chest cavity? Or should we think of God in our midst? (Matthew 18:20) I envy the Jews because they did not have to try and understand their worship in some abstract manner, God lived inside of the stone building.
But then a sermon by Beth Moore gave me a new persepective on what it means to worship. As followers of Jesus, we have a special distinction: the Bible calls us “living stones.” (1 Peter 2:5) Picture this for a minute: what does a typical worship service look like to God? Is it a bunch of people sitting/standing in a large room, or does He see something else? Does He see His followers, His “living stones” all together? What would a bunch of stones gathered together look like? Could it, perhaps, look like a stone building? What if, when followers of Jesus gather together, we basically build a temple simply by our gathering together? And what do you think happens when we give God a place to dwell among us? I’m thinking that he is right there in our midst.
That image is powerful to me; it keeps me from worshipping a God that is far away or somehow locked within my skin. It keeps me centered on the God who has promised to live among me and be my God.
So Part A of our Worship Series is this: When we worship, God dwells among us.